"Mereka mengira aku lah kekasih yang baik bagimu sayang, tanpa mereka sadari, bahwa kaulah yang menjadikan aku kekasih yang baik. mana mungkin aku setia padahal memang kecenderunganku adalah mendua, tapi kau ajarkan aku kesetiaan, sehingga aku setia, kau ajarkan aku arti cinta, sehingga aku mampu mencintaimu seperti ini..."
Recently played on my mobile phone:
1. Backstreet Boys - Drowning
2. A Day to Remember - The Downfall of Us All
3. A Day to Remember - Heartless
4. A Day To Remember - Your Way With Words is Through Silence
5. Taylor Swift - Back To December
yeah most recently played on mobile phone is by A Day To Remember, padahal ada screamo-screamo nya tapi tapi gatau kenapa lg suka aja aliran lagu begitu apalagi kalo lg kesel .___.
1. Backstreet Boys - Drowning
2. A Day to Remember - The Downfall of Us All
3. A Day to Remember - Heartless
4. A Day To Remember - Your Way With Words is Through Silence
5. Taylor Swift - Back To December
Bonn Anniversaire, Aya :D
hari H nya sih udah kelewatan banget. tepatnya 9 Maret kemaren tapi ya apa boleh buat faktor males depan laptop dan faktor lg sering berebutan sama si monster bocah (re: ade gue) jadi lah baru di post sekarang ke blog. Tanggal 9 kemaren pacar keriting saya ulangtaun yg ke-17 \:D/ dia sih bilangnya udah gede mentang-mentang udah dapet KTP sama SIM padahal mah kelakuannya...... hahaha bercanda ya kiting! ok share foto aja deh
1st Surprise: 5.30 am
1st Surprise: 5.30 am
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| First Cake :D |
surprise pertama, sedikit failed gara-gara korban nya udah bangun + nyasar dulu lupa alamat muter-muter komplek. padahal udah dari jam 5 keluar rumah
2nd Surprise: 3.30pm
pasukan 2012 yg ngasih surprise:
disini ga pake basa-basi pas orangnya dateng tiba-tiba nanto, rambe dkk langsung pada nyeplokin padahal udah di aba-abain dari awal tiup lilin dulu eh....... langsung main ceplok2an aja. ok liat fotonya
Happy Sweet Belated 17th Birthday sekali lagi, Aya. Have a great year & semoga taun depan aku masih bisa ngasih surprise yg "lebih sukses" hahaha, ngasih kado yg lebih bagus dari taun ini, dan kita masih bareng-bareng :D
PS: I Love You So Much More *hugs&kisses*
Repost from Mirtsy Belle
My Personality :
* I’m loud
* I’m obnoxious
* I’m sarcastic
* I’m cocky
* I cry easily * I have a bad temper
* For the most part, I don’t like people
* I’m easy to get along with
* I have more enemies than friends
* I’ve smoked
* I’ve smoked weed
* I drink coffee
* I clean my room daily
My Appearance :
* I wear makeup (*not everyday)
* I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
* I wear contacts * I wear glasses (*not everyday)
* I have/had braces
* I change my hair color often
* I straighten my hair often
* I have piercings * I have small feet
Relationships :
* I’m in a relationship now
* I’m single
* I’m crushing
* I’m in love
* I’m always scared of being hurt
* An ex has physically abused me, at least once
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
* I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
* I’ve been in love more than two times
* I believe in love at first sight
Friendships :
* I have a best friend
* I have at least ten friends
* I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
* I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
* I can trust at least five people with my life
Experiences :
* I’ve been on a plane
* I’ve been on a train
* Someone close to me has died
* I’ve taken a taxi
* I’ve taken a city bus
* I’ve taken a school bus
* I’ve gone bungee jumping * I’ve made a speech
* I’ve been in some sort of club (*school club?) * I’ve won an award
* I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
* I’ve been in a physical fight
Music :
* I listen to R&B
* I listen to country
* I listen to pop
* I listen to techno
* I listen to rock
* I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
* I hate the radio
* I buy CDs
Television :
* I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
* I watch soap operas daily (*before)
* I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
* I’ve seen and liked The OC
* I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
* I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
* I’ve seen and liked Popular
* I’ve seen and liked 24
* I’ve seen and liked CSI
* I’ve seen and liked Everwood
Family Life :
* I get along with both of my parents
* My biological parents are still together
* I have at least one brother
* I have at least one sister
* I have at least one step brother/sister
* I have at least one half brother/sister
* I’ve been kicked out of my house
* I’ve ran away from home
* I’ve made my parents cry
* I’ve lied to my parents
* I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
* I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
* I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
* I don’t live with my parents
* Parents are screwed up and gone
Hair :
* I’ve been brown
* I’ve had streaks
* I’ve cut my hair in the past year
* I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
* I’ve been blonde
* I’ve been red
* I’ve been light brown
* I’ve been medium brown
* I’ve been blue/green
* I’ve gotten my hair thinned
* I use conditioner
* I’ve used Silk Therapy
* I’ve used hot oil treatments
* I’ve curled my hair
* I’ve straightened my hair
* I’ve ironed my hair * I’ve braided my hair
School :
* I’ve yelled at a teacher
* I’ve been suspended
* I’ve had an in-school suspension
* I’ve been sent to the principals office
* I’ve walked out of class
* I’ve skipped an entire day of school
* I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
* I’ve failed a test
* I’ve cheated on a test
* I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
* I’ve failed Art
* I’ve failed PE
* I’ve failed Math
* I’ve failed Science
* I’ve failed another class
* A teacher has called my parents
* I’m loud
* I’m obnoxious
* I’m sarcastic
* I’m cocky
* I cry easily * I have a bad temper
* For the most part, I don’t like people
* I’m easy to get along with
* I have more enemies than friends
* I’ve smoked
* I’ve smoked weed
* I drink coffee
* I clean my room daily
My Appearance :
* I wear makeup (*not everyday)
* I wear a piece of jewelry at all times
* I wear contacts * I wear glasses (*not everyday)
* I have/had braces
* I change my hair color often
* I straighten my hair often
* I have piercings * I have small feet
Relationships :
* I’m in a relationship now
* I’m single
* I’m crushing
* I’m in love
* I’m always scared of being hurt
* An ex has physically abused me, at least once
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t
* I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
* I’ve been in love more than two times
* I believe in love at first sight
Friendships :
* I have a best friend
* I have at least ten friends
* I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend
* I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend
* I can trust at least five people with my life
Experiences :
* I’ve been on a plane
* I’ve been on a train
* Someone close to me has died
* I’ve taken a taxi
* I’ve taken a city bus
* I’ve taken a school bus
* I’ve gone bungee jumping * I’ve made a speech
* I’ve been in some sort of club (*school club?) * I’ve won an award
* I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight
* I’ve been in a physical fight
Music :
* I listen to R&B
* I listen to country
* I listen to pop
* I listen to techno
* I listen to rock
* I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it
* I hate the radio
* I buy CDs
Television :
* I spend at least six hours a day watching TV
* I watch soap operas daily (*before)
* I’m in love with Days of Our Lives
* I’ve seen and liked The OC
* I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill
* I’ve seen and liked Americas Next Top Model
* I’ve seen and liked Popular
* I’ve seen and liked 24
* I’ve seen and liked CSI
* I’ve seen and liked Everwood
Family Life :
* I get along with both of my parents
* My biological parents are still together
* I have at least one brother
* I have at least one sister
* I have at least one step brother/sister
* I have at least one half brother/sister
* I’ve been kicked out of my house
* I’ve ran away from home
* I’ve made my parents cry
* I’ve lied to my parents
* I’ve lied to my parents about where I am
* I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing
* I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded
* I don’t live with my parents
* Parents are screwed up and gone
Hair :
* I’ve been brown
* I’ve had streaks
* I’ve cut my hair in the past year
* I’ve dyed my hair in the past year
* I’ve been blonde
* I’ve been red
* I’ve been light brown
* I’ve been medium brown
* I’ve been blue/green
* I’ve gotten my hair thinned
* I use conditioner
* I’ve used Silk Therapy
* I’ve used hot oil treatments
* I’ve curled my hair
* I’ve straightened my hair
* I’ve ironed my hair * I’ve braided my hair
School :
* I’ve yelled at a teacher
* I’ve been suspended
* I’ve had an in-school suspension
* I’ve been sent to the principals office
* I’ve walked out of class
* I’ve skipped an entire day of school
* I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class
* I’ve failed a test
* I’ve cheated on a test
* I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test
* I’ve failed Art
* I’ve failed PE
* I’ve failed Math
* I’ve failed Science
* I’ve failed another class
* A teacher has called my parents
Poem by Unknown
Jika kita mencintai seseorang, kita akan selalu senantiasa mendoakannya
Walaupun dia tidak ada disisi kita
Tuhan memberikan kita 2 kaki untuk berjalan, 2 telinga untuk mendengar, 2 mata untuk melihat
Tapi, kenapa tuhan hanya memberi sekeping hati untuk kita?
Karna tuhan telah memberikan sekeping hati yg lain, pada seseorang untuk kita cari
Itulah cinta
Jangan sesekali mengucapkan "selamat tinggal, saat kita msh merasa mau mencoba
Jangan sesekali menyerah, saat kita msh merasa sanggup
Jangan sesekali bilang sudah tidak sayang, saat kita msh tidak dapat melupakannya
Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi,
Cinta itu datang kepada orang yg masih mempunyai harapan,
walaupun mereka telah di kecewakan
Kepada mereka yg masih percaya,
walaupun mereka sudah di khianati
Kepada mereka yg masih ingin di cintai,
walaupun mereka sudah di sakiti berkali-kali sebelumnya
Jika cinta hadir kedalam hidup seseorang hanya
untuk mengecewakan
buat apa cinta itu hadir?
Mungkin, Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan jatuh cinta
kepada orang yang salah, sebelum bertemu dengan orang
yang tepat
Kita harus dapat berterima kasih kepada karunia tersebut.
Sungguh menyakitkan bila kita melihat,
orang yg kita cintai bahagia dengan orang lain
Tetapi akan lebih menyakitkan jika,
orang yg kita cintai tidak bahagia bila bersama kita
Hal yg menyakitkan dalam hidup adalah,
ketika kita harus bertemu dengan seseorang yang
sangat berarti bagi kita, hanya untuk menemukan akhirnya
menjadi tidak berarti dan harus melepaskannya pergi
tanpa sepatah kata apapun
jadi, jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang
jika akhirnya hanya untuk menghancurkan nya
Jangan pernah menatap matanya,
jika akhirnya kita lakukan hanya untuk berbohong
Cinta bukan "ini salah kamu!"
tapi, "maafkan aku"
Cinta bukan "kamu kemana aja sih?"
tapi, "aku disini"
Cinta bukan "gimana sih kamu?!"
tapi, "aku ngertiin kamu kok"
Cinta bukan "coba aja kamu kyk gini"
tapi, "aku terima kamu apa adanya"
Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar "siapa dia sekarang"
bukan "siapa dia sebelumnya"
Cinta itu membiarkan orang lain menjadi dirinya sendiri
bukan merubahnya seperti gambaran yg kita inginkan
Itu sama saja kita seperti mencintai pantulan diri kita sendiri
yg ditemukan pada orang lain
by Unknown
Walaupun dia tidak ada disisi kita
Tuhan memberikan kita 2 kaki untuk berjalan, 2 telinga untuk mendengar, 2 mata untuk melihat
Tapi, kenapa tuhan hanya memberi sekeping hati untuk kita?
Karna tuhan telah memberikan sekeping hati yg lain, pada seseorang untuk kita cari
Itulah cinta
Jangan sesekali mengucapkan "selamat tinggal, saat kita msh merasa mau mencoba
Jangan sesekali menyerah, saat kita msh merasa sanggup
Jangan sesekali bilang sudah tidak sayang, saat kita msh tidak dapat melupakannya
Kisah silam tidak perlu diungkit lagi,
Setidaknya dulu kita sudah mencintai nya
dengan setulus hati
Cinta itu datang kepada orang yg masih mempunyai harapan,
walaupun mereka telah di kecewakan
Kepada mereka yg masih percaya,
walaupun mereka sudah di khianati
Kepada mereka yg masih ingin di cintai,
walaupun mereka sudah di sakiti berkali-kali sebelumnya
Jika cinta hadir kedalam hidup seseorang hanya
untuk mengecewakan
buat apa cinta itu hadir?
Mungkin, Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan jatuh cinta
kepada orang yang salah, sebelum bertemu dengan orang
yang tepat
Kita harus dapat berterima kasih kepada karunia tersebut.
Sungguh menyakitkan bila kita melihat,
orang yg kita cintai bahagia dengan orang lain
Tetapi akan lebih menyakitkan jika,
orang yg kita cintai tidak bahagia bila bersama kita
Hal yg menyakitkan dalam hidup adalah,
ketika kita harus bertemu dengan seseorang yang
sangat berarti bagi kita, hanya untuk menemukan akhirnya
menjadi tidak berarti dan harus melepaskannya pergi
tanpa sepatah kata apapun
jadi, jangan pernah menyentuh hidup seseorang
jika akhirnya hanya untuk menghancurkan nya
Jangan pernah menatap matanya,
jika akhirnya kita lakukan hanya untuk berbohong
Cinta bukan "ini salah kamu!"
tapi, "maafkan aku"
Cinta bukan "kamu kemana aja sih?"
tapi, "aku disini"
Cinta bukan "gimana sih kamu?!"
tapi, "aku ngertiin kamu kok"
Cinta bukan "coba aja kamu kyk gini"
tapi, "aku terima kamu apa adanya"
Cintailah seseorang itu atas dasar "siapa dia sekarang"
bukan "siapa dia sebelumnya"
Cinta itu membiarkan orang lain menjadi dirinya sendiri
bukan merubahnya seperti gambaran yg kita inginkan
Itu sama saja kita seperti mencintai pantulan diri kita sendiri
yg ditemukan pada orang lain
by Unknown
"Waktu Aku Sama Mika..."
gue lupa gue dapet advice novel ini dari mana, gue juga lupa apa gue ngeliat novel ini dari iklan mana? tapi yang jelas, sekarang gue yang ngasih suggest buat kalian-kalian yang suka baca.
Judul novelnya "Waktu Aku Sama Mika" karya nya Indi.Ini novel emang bukan sekedar novel macem teenlit-teenlit gitu loh. Ini kisah nyata. Dan ceritanya kacau, setiap gue baca pasti mewek, pasti mewek. Pertama gue kira ini gue nya yang terlalu lebay, yang terlalu nganggep cerita nya tuh kayaknya sedih banget. Tapi ternyata ngga cuma gue yg ngerasain kayak gitu. Adel temen gue yg paling preman aja baca mewek (hoho ampun citra idol :p), Icel juga dia baca berapa halaman mewek, berapa halaman mewek.
Jadi Indi ini cerita kalo dia dulu pernah pacaran sm orang yg kejangkit HIV/AIDS, nama nya Mika. orang-orang pasti kalo udah denger orang yang macem punya penyakit kayak gitu mikir kalo orang itu bandel, nakal, yang macem-macem. Tapi ternyata pikiran kayak gitu salah. Ga selamanya orang HIV/AIDS itu negative, nah itu kebukti di novel ini. Pokonya mesti baca deh, 4 thumbs up! banget.
"Mika itu malaikat, tapi dia pelupa.... Dia lupa bawa sayapnya. Sekarang Mika lagi ambil sayapnya, Di surga..." -Indi
in that day, why you suddenly wrote her name? altough you said you were inadvertently and you dont have any feel to her, you're still often thought bout her dont you? but honestly, it's too late to say that, it's too late for you to explained a thousand reasons, you already attackin' me again in heart, dude! you did hurt me again :(
Water-Boom!
nah kan yang di padang itu liburan sama keluarga gue. yang ini beda lagi. sama 38 2012 dong hehehe ga semuanya sih jadi cuma beberapa aja sebenernya. waktu itu juga pas Cia lg ke Jakarta dari Makassar, yang pasti pas lagi banyak duit juga tuh mentang-mentang pada abis dapet salam templok pasti kemaren dari lebaran :p akhirnya Gue, Mira, Cia, Refi, Rocky, Nyoman, Isra, Ekky, Tomy, sama Akbar cao ke Waterbom deh. iya Waterbom yg di PIK. check foto nya aja deh ya.
shiz! dasar Isra, giliran gue minta tolong fotoin kyk diatas malah ga kedapetan, pas ngeliat hasil2 yg di Waterbomnya juga jelek2 ternyata. nasib -_-
Rocky imut-imut-amit disini, macem bayi sehat hahaha canda Rok!
pas pulang nebeng sm Nyoman kan tuh nah pinternya supirnya Nyoman nyasar. gatau jalan keluar dari PIK gimana. pas nyoba jalan ujung2nya nemu puteran situ lagi puteran situ lagi. sampe ujung-ujungnya minta tunjukkin supir bajaj deh -_-
okey that's all i write in this blog, i had a lot of fun, and yeayyy-nes on that day guys. thanks a lot.
"it's us we're the generation of 2012"
Hello Holiday
orang diatas rela nyebur cuma gara-gara dia ngejar duit 5000 perak yang di lempar sm om gue. believe it or not he really did it, so he could picked that "wet money"
i really adore my cousins, esp. them
with my cousins, brother and also my lovely grandpa, yeah i miss him a lot!
this is my whole family, tapi yg tinggalnya di padang semua loh ini
nothing so much i can say bout my last holiday, but its kinda "adventure-ing". gimana ngga, gue ke padang naik mobil. nyebrang pulau. ngelilingin sumatera naik mobil. makannya rada-rada macem ngebolang dikit hahaha
Repost from Mirtsy Belle
1.Where is your cell phone?
beside the mouse
2. Relationship
taken
3. Your hair?
long and "lepek" -_-
4. Work?
still a student
5. Your sisters?
i've no sisters
6. Your favorite thing?
my boyf :p
7. Your dream last night?
i went to Jogja for the 2nd time with my REVISTA :'''''(
8. Your favorite drink?
coca cola
9. Your dream car?
Mini Cooper!
10. Your shoes?
im not wearin any shoes
11. Your fears?
Ghost
12. What do you want to be in 10 years?
be a successful business woman!
13. Who did you hang out with last week?
my boyfie
14. What are you not good at?
hiding my tears and control my emotion
15. One of your wishlist item?
HIM!
16. Where you grew up?
Jakarta
17. Last thing you did?
took a picture with my camera
18. What are you wearing?
t-shirt and long pants
19. Your computer?
Toshiba
20. Your pet?
i dont hve any pets
21. Your life?
him and my daddy
beside the mouse
2. Relationship
taken
3. Your hair?
long and "lepek" -_-
4. Work?
still a student
5. Your sisters?
i've no sisters
6. Your favorite thing?
my boyf :p
7. Your dream last night?
i went to Jogja for the 2nd time with my REVISTA :'''''(
8. Your favorite drink?
coca cola
9. Your dream car?
Mini Cooper!
10. Your shoes?
im not wearin any shoes
11. Your fears?
Ghost
12. What do you want to be in 10 years?
be a successful business woman!
13. Who did you hang out with last week?
my boyfie
14. What are you not good at?
hiding my tears and control my emotion
15. One of your wishlist item?
HIM!
16. Where you grew up?
Jakarta
17. Last thing you did?
took a picture with my camera
18. What are you wearing?
t-shirt and long pants
19. Your computer?
Toshiba
20. Your pet?
i dont hve any pets
21. Your life?
nothin special. just flat.
22. Missing?him and my daddy
23. What are you thinking right now?
my boyfie, why he'snt woke up yet. its already 12pm -_-
24. Your car?
i dont have my own car. my mom has it.
25. Your kitchen?
clean
26. Your favorit color?
white and purple
27. Last time you laugh?
yesterday
28. Last time you cried?
my boyfie, why he'snt woke up yet. its already 12pm -_-
24. Your car?
i dont have my own car. my mom has it.
25. Your kitchen?
clean
26. Your favorit color?
white and purple
27. Last time you laugh?
yesterday
28. Last time you cried?
last nite. when i thought about my junior high school friends. i already miss them so badly
29. Love?
are my family, friends, and my boyf :)
30. So who wants to share their ONEs? how about?
my mom
31. Person selected to the tag:
?
29. Love?
are my family, friends, and my boyf :)
30. So who wants to share their ONEs? how about?
my mom
31. Person selected to the tag:
?
31.07.10
Gue bukan tipe orang yang pinter nyembunyiin perasaan gue kalo lagi ada masalah. jadi intinya ini gue yang terlalu tertutup, apa orang yang ga peka ya kalo gue lagi 'in trouble'?
Bukan nya gamau cerita, bukan nya mau jadi orang tertutup, tapi setiap gue mau cerita ke orang jg pasti mereka lagi punya masalah. dan ujung-ujungnya juga gue kadang ga dapet solusi apa-apa. cuma dapet kata "sabar ya".
Kadang kalo ada masalah, 1 senjata yang gue keluarin depan orang, "senyum" tapi bukan senyum tulus sayangnya, iya cuma "fake smile"
Cuma butuh tempat curhat. cuma butuh tempat cerita tapi bingung ke siapa. cuma butuh orang yang nanyain keadaan gue hari ini gimana, share hari ini ngapain aja, hari ini ada masalah apa ngga yg bisa mereka bantuin sama kasih solusi. cuma itu.
Oke kesannya manja banget kan? selfish mungkin agak. tapi emang ini kenyataannya
"Its not that im good at hiding my feelings, its just that NO ONE CARES ENOUGH TO NOTICE" - Su Bin Lee
26.07.10
Happy 8th Anniversary to Me and My Try Susilo Komar, yeayyyyy!:3
i really adore him, so much!
and thanks to Amira udh bikin ucapan iniii hehehe :p
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