a story about "si kecil"

perasaan gue baru kemaren kenal temen gue yg satu ini, mungkin udah ga bisa dibilang temen lagi, tapi "sahabat". iya, namanya Zakiyyah Kasim tapi biasa dipanggil Cia, Kecil, atau ngga panggilan sayang dari soulmate nya Amira, Ipin.

awal gue kenal dia di Pim haha itu juga gue sama dia sama2 masih ga sadar, tp pas masuk sekolah dia tiba2 nyapa gue di depan pintu "lo may ya? temennya linda kan?" kesan pertama gue ini siapa ya? tp buset kecil bgt (iyalah dibanding gue?) haha tp kecil2 gini nyali dia gede loh. coba bayangin, dia di jakarta sendiri, ehm ralat.... ga sendiri tp sama supir sm mba nya tp tetep aja ga ada keluarga yang ngedampingin disini nya. mungkin kalo gue jd dia gue udah ga betah, apalagi harus ngurus segala macemnya sendiri, tp Cia? well mungkin emang banyak bgt lika-liku-lika-liku (awzek bhs gue) but, she's survive in here! dia kecil-kecil cabe rawit emang hehehe seriously loh ini!

tapi kmrn dia udah berangkat ke Makassar, banyak yg nanya  ke gue "may, Cia ke Makassar cuma buat liburan doang?" gue selalu berat ngomongnya dan gue jawab "ngga, dia kesana pindah sekolah, pindah rumah". iya, dia pindah! bukan cuma liburan apa jenguk keluarganya disana. well, gue msh ga percaya aja kmrn pdhl dia masih sering nginep dirumah gue, masih sering ngefreak dirumah gue bareng zwnzg. sekarang? dia udh berangkat ke Makassar sm barang-barangnya yg seabrek-abrek. dan yg gaenaknya gue sm zwnzg ga ada yg bisa nganter.

gue masih pengen banget dia disini, nginep dirumah gue, ngebawel lagi, ngefreak lagi, belom sempet juga liburan bareng. oh mungkin ga cuma gue yg mau ini, anak zwnzg yg lain juga. tapi, i know time must go on. and now i already miss her :'(

"take care my cil, jangan betah-betah ya di Makassar haha banyak yg nunggu lo di Jakarta, especially your special boy-friend :p"

"I Miss You, can you go home earlier please?"

Happy Sweet 16th, Princess :p

hm bulan May, tanggal 7. yak umur gue makin tua alias 16 taun. dan dan dan "truly madly deeply" pas tanggal 7 itu banyak surprise yang ga bisa gue lupain.

pertama nih ya pagi-pagi, gue mau berangkat sekolah kan biasanya gue berangkat jam 6.15, eh tiba-tiba nyokap ngomong "hari spesial nih, nanti kakak mama yg nganter aja ya ke sekolah?" gue setuju-setuju aja kan.

eh eh liat jam buset udah jam 6.15, langsung gue minta berangkat dong? kata nyokap tunggu dulu. ngeliat jam lagi 6.20 gue makin panik dong takut telat? gue udah ngamuk2 mau naik ojek aja. eeeeeh tiba2 nyokap keceplosan "tunggu dulu ada yg mau kerumah nih bentar ya tapi gatau siapa" hah? ckckck siapa lg nih pagi2. gataunyaaaaaaaaaa........ ada segerombol pasukan dateng. mereka dateng jam 6.35 ya udah telat dong akhirnya kita semua telat bareng deh kesekolah wedew

i've got this from my Boyfriend, percaya ga percaya tapi ini dia bikin sendiri! asli pas tau terharu aja loh gue, thanks sayang :')

yak, pasukan kloter 2 dateng pas malem-malem its already 7pm kl ga salah. gue lg asik-asik main laptop dikamar, dan tiba-tiba......... jreng jreng pada nyanyi teriak-teriak "Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you" gue kenal nih suaranya. yep. my junior high school mates aaaaah speechless speechless gue kirain mereka ga bakal kesini gara2 udh malem jugaaa. cekidot fotonya lagi ya

and i've got anothr present from them, check this link. cukup bikin terharu hehe uhm.... i didnt have much words to say, thanks for all the surprises, the presents, the happiness that you guys brought to me :')

Bonn 5th Anniversaire

inez & inna

cia & amira

citra & refi

ucuy

Hey, Charming!

Morning! yak gue ngepost ini emang pagi-pagi tepatnya hari kamis tanggal 6 may 2010, harusnya emang gue hari ini sekolah. tp gara2 kondisi badan yg lagi2 mesti diserang sm virus-virus penyakit dan bla bla bla akhirnya terkapar lah gue dirumah. eh iya! i want to introduce my second boyfriend, setelah Try pastinya hoho called him Martin Johnson :p


pasti mukanya udah ga asing lg kan? iyalah! pacar gue (oke stop dreaming) yg satu ini itu vokalisnya Boys Like Girls

oh gossssssssssh charming isnt he? and everytime i saw him singing with his guitar and his style, rasanya badan gue melting deh (oke agak lebih) tapi sekali lagi maaf pacar keduaku Cesc Fabregas I Soler, sepertinya posisi mu "agak" tergantikan sama pria ganteng yg satu ini hohoho :p





see ya on my next post
ttyl!

A Day With My Beloved

1st: Baskara's or Adel's Boyfriend Birthday Bash

unyunyu how sweeeeeet :p

2nd: Barbeque-ing Party at My Cribs

My Beloved Zwanzig :)



And also my beloved boyfriend hehe


And say hello to our beautiful model 2010 hahaha canda ye bang ce

Another Quotes

Don't hold to anger, hurt or pain. They steal your energy and keep you from love. -Leo Buscalgia

I Called This "An Expression"

jadi ini diambil pas ulang taun Tika, udah lama bgt sih emang 2 taun yg lalu apa kalo ga salah jadi yg dateng2 syaratnya mesti foto kyk gini semua hahaha yah emang mereka udah biasa mau kalo gue foto kyk gini jadi lah:


oke, foto yg terakhir emang agak "ngejijikin" hahahaha mau ketawa? mau ngakak? silahkan....................

Swimmin' Day

asli sebenernya ngegendong si Dety agak2 berat gimana gitu tuh disitu, but its kinda fun :p

"Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept of how much I love you?" - Edward Cullen

"Too Much"

padi kemaren itu libur seminggu bener gue kangennya "too much" alias berlebih gatau kenapa, padahal smsan lancar, otpan lancar, woy padahal cuma seminggu ga ketemu! gimana kalo sampe ntar Try kuliah? gue ga satu sekolah lagi. pasti bakal jarang ketemu. apalagi kalo dia kuliahnya jauh di daerah antah-berantah (apa banget bhs gue).

pas kemaren gue double date sm Mirantos (Mira-Icce) di Citos, terus pas jam berapaan gitu tiba2 Icce balik. sisa gue, Try, Mira. lagi asik2nya ketawa tiba2 Try bilang dia juga mau kerumah Romi tapi gue kok kyk ga pengen gitu dia buru2 balik tp gaenak juga nahan nya gaenak juga kan dia mau ketemu temen2nya. yaudah akhirnya gue sm Mira nganterin Try ke parkiran.

gatau kenapa gue disitu langsung pengen diem dalem hati gue kyk ngomong "hello ya mas belom puas nih gue ngobrol2 sm ketemuannya!" tapi...... tahan tahan ga boleh ego May, senin lo bisa ketemu. abis say goodbye saking stressnya gue ngmg ke mira "mir hunting cowok yuk! hahahaha" Mira kira gue gila, baru ditinggal balik sepetak dua petak langsung minta hunting. wets tapi tenang bos, ini gue cuma bercanda ya. ga ada niat beneran nih pelampiasan ngomong doang gara2 ditinggal pacar padahal msh kangen hahaha

akhirnya yaudah ga ada tujuan sambil nunggu Mira dijemput kita Jcooling dulu deh, sekalian dengerin unek2nya Mira yg sempet emosi ditinggal sm ciwoknya pergi (gue tau rasanya ngebetein banget emang mir! sabar yaa) yak sempet ada tragedi hpnya Mira nyemplung di Jcool gilak gilak ada2 aja deh satnite kemaren

18 April 2010

I’ve diled your number, half a thousand times.
Hoping just to hear your voice on the other line.
I never had the courage to finally make that call.
I’ve been missing you so much,
Have you been missing me at all?

I need you here now, more than ever before.
Cause if you’re not by my side, then tell me what is worth living for?
I never had the courage to tell you how I feel.
But honestly I’ve always loved you and I promise I always will.

Don’t take your time coming home tonight.
Cause every second wasted I’m here holding on for life.
And with every breath I take I pray you’re fine.
That I’m the girl you can’t get of your mind.

I never had the courage to tell you this before,
But every day away from you just makes me love you more.




Never Had The Courage Lyric, By Chase Coy

"I Love You"

hari ini, tepatnya hari kamis sore gue lg smsan tuh, eh tiba2 pacar gue nelfon, belom ada 1 menit abis ngebales sms gue. pas gue angkat telfonnya gataunya dia cuma pengen ngomong "AKU SAYANG KAMU" how sweet haha padahal setengah nyawa gue udah gatau dimana tuh gue udah merem2 gara2 gue lg gaenak badan ckckck eh abis ngmg kyk gitu gue di omelin gara2 lg gaenak badan malah bandel belom makan, dibilang ga nurut katanya haha yaudah deh nurut apa kata pacar aja gue mau makan nih abis ngepost ini hm hey boy, i love you too for surely by the way :p






see you on my next post ya
ttyl

Quote

When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you -Unknown

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIA

little surprised bornday from his boyf

ehm ehm itu backgroundnya sangat2 mengganggu suasana deh orang lg romantis haha (canda yaang :p)

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST BABY, LONG LASTING WITH YOUR BOYF SYAHRIL ANSYORY, ME LOVE YA